goodbye is the hardest
thing to sayy . because
you walk away with only
memories  and memories..
well .. they fade away.

a thousand miles seems pretty far

but they've got planes and trains and cars

id walk to you if i had no other way

our friends would all make fun of us

and we'll just laugh along because we know

that none of them have felt this way

all I see are dark grey clouds in the distance moving closer with every hour so when you ask "is something wrong?" i think "you're damn right there is but we can't talk about it now. no, we can't talk about it now."

you can't swim in a town 
this shallow
because you will most assuredly 
drown tomorrow.
 
   if you give me half a chance,
                       i'll prove this to you
      i will be patient, kind, faithful and true 
                  to a man who loves music.
                      a man who loves art
       respect's the spirit world
                   and thinks with his heart.
 
 
 
like an old photograph 
time can make a feeling fade
but the memory of a first love
n e v e r   f a d e s   a w a y
 
 
I like the peace 
In the backseat 
I don't have to drive 
I don't have to speak 
I can watch the countryside 
And i can fall asleep
 
chasing the sun isn't my kind of fun i'd rather sit and catch snowflakes on my tounge.
 
 
who wants a life that's filled with semesters 
and useless knowledge and wasted credits 
you can stay here tonight or maybe forever 
and no one has to know 
'cuz i wont let you go
 
and i can't wait to write you a letter
for everyday that i can't bear
you can fill theses moments with words like forever
but you got to swear 
don't forget to remember me.
 
 
no it's not too far, because if hearts meet no distance matters.
 
 
and no, i've never seen
myself like this before.
and maybe it scares me too-
to know that different
things take different times 
to fall apart, but they
always do.
 
 
 
this is the moment that you know
that you told her that you loved her but you don't.
you touch her skin and then you think
that she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.
yeah, she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me
..so one last touch and then you'll go
and we'll pretend that it meant something so much more
but it was vile, and it was cheap
and you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me.
 
 
i still feel you and the taste of cigarettes
what could I ever run to
just tell me it's tearing you apart
just tell me you cannot sleep
 
 
it hurts
to lose
the one
person 
who you
know
never
meant to
hurt you.
 
 
 
I wish the world was flat like the old days
Then i could travel just by folding a map
No more airplanes, or speedtrains, or freeways
There'd be no distance that can hold us back.
 
all the girls in every girlie magazine can't make me feel any less alone
i'm reaching for the phone to call
at 7:03 and on your machine i slur a plea for you to come home.
but i know it's too late, and i should have 
given you a reason to stay...
 
 
 
think of me, think of me fondly, 
when we've said goodbye.
remember me, once in a while
please promise me you'll try
when you find that once again you long
to take your heart back and be free
if you ever find a moment,            
spare a thought for me.
 
 
i like dead end signs
they're kind
they atleast have the decency to let you know
you're going nowhere
 
 
 
could this be out of line? 
to say you're the only one breaking me down like this
you're the only one i would take a shot on
keep me hanging on so contagiously.
 
 
               i  live in notes and photographs
            and everything i'm holding back
      but you're the words that weren't enough
  you remind me of a song i use to love.
 
 
 
the memories of me
will seem more like bad dreams
just a series of blurs
like i never occurred
 
 
but take a look at me now there's just an empty space
and you coming back to me is against the odds
and that's what i've gotta face.
 
 
but take a look at me now there's just an empty space
and you coming back to me is against the odds
and that's what i've gotta face.
 
 
it's a drunken blur.
and i'm alive but not living 
anymore. 
this is a loss of innocence. 
cheap sex and faceless friends. 
it's all wrong, all wrong.
 
 
but i knew that you were a truth 
i would rather loose
than to have never lain beside at all.
 
You can't be old and wise if you were never young and crazy.
 
Unlike him i just can't walk away
I can't forget what we had .
it's not that easy for me to let go of 
something that was once my l i f e
I guess unlike him, it actually mattered to me.
 
 
and i finally found that life goes on without you
and my world still turns when you're not around
 
 
I see the seasons changing
and in the heart of this autumn I fall
with the leaves from the trees
 
Swear to shake it up, if you swear to listen 
Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention
 
if it's real, if it's true love, then it will always be there. 
you can pretend it's gone and even move on, but that love, it's still there,
in the depths of your mind. sometimes a single object or song triggers it all
and you`re right back where you started, in the arms of the one you love
 
 
Unfortunately, no one really loves themselves. And if they do, they need to get to know themselves better.
Unfortunately, no one is really happy. So let’s all be unhappy together 
 

Most people would choose gambling over love given the chance. 
Most people would choose pornography over love given the chance.
 
After a while when you bounce back and forth between different hearts nothing gets old. 
You never really have to mean anything to anyone.

 It’s watching me remember you.
Mistake by mistake. Frame by frame.
We are not just taking trips down memory lane, we are broken down on it.
You were always my favorite liar.
You were always/never just a line in a song
 
 
------------rightous. passing out. leave me some sexy comments and i'll update when i get around 
to it. peace kids - ME.